The Breakdown.

On the way home, all tired from work
Earphones on as always, listening to music
Soothing words echoing in her ears
Humming to the rhythm and beat in her mind
Until she felt sleepy and falls asleep
Suddenly she wakes up thought she’d slept too much
But she found out she’s still miles away from home
The music still blasting on her ears
She’s absorbing the lyrics of each song
The vehicle she’s riding on passed by the expressway
Seen the billboards and beautiful lights
Then she’d thought, ‘Travel is nice’
‘Sightseeing makes it better’
She is having a downtime
All of a sudden it’s all coming back
There she tries to fall asleep again but she can’t
Staring at the window
She’s stuck in traffic feeling uneasy
All she want is to get home and rest
The delay is just making it worst
She’s facing back and forth don’t know what to do
The song still in her ears, lyrics echoing in her brain
She needs to be home
Until at last she’s near to her stop
She decided to go down and just walk
She’s walking alone in the dark
One more ride she’s finally home
She rode the trike, then she’s at their front gate,
Tried to fake a smile to people in their backyard
She walked upstairs and get straight to her room
The pain and sorrow she coped with for so long hurts her again
There she breaks down
The words still repeating from her earphones
Until tears drop from her eyes
She’s questioning everything
Asking what happened?
There she realized she’s not really been okay at all
She’s still longing for him
She misses him
And asked, “Will he never return?’
‘Please don’t, come back’
And that’s when the girl with a smile was destroyed again last night.

Are we wasting time talking on a broken line?
Telling you I haven’t seen your face in ages
I feel like we’re as close as strangers
Won’t give up, even though it hurts so much
Every night I’m losing you in a thousand faces
Now it feels we’re as close as strangers
-5 Seconds of Summer (Close as Strangers)

PS: Sorry if i break what i said earlier, that i will now post happy thoughts in my blog. It’s just i came to the point of breaking down, of crying again, that my heart and mind can’t take it anymore. Maybe it’s just really a part of moving on.


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